Do you ever get in those moods when everything annoys you and you’re just so irritated and nervous but you have no clue why, and you just want to punch a hole in the wall and then break down in tears?
I’m scared no one will love me.
I’m scared someone will love and then see me sad or angry or naked or tired and then stop.
I think about this on a hourly basis
God I’m so sad
I think about suicide too often